Excruciating Pain: A Personal Fight With the Puzzling Pain of Cluster Headaches

It was a dreary weekday in the morning in September 2016. I worked as a teacher, attempting to manage a new class, when a sudden sensation erupted behind my right eye. This was followed by quick stabs, similar to electric shocks. As each class progressed, the pain subsided and then came back with increased intensity. Four times that day I left a colleague with activities and hurried to the staff bathroom to douse my face with cold water. I tried paracetamol, but the pain remained unbearable.

The headaches appeared frequently that fall, and again in spring, soon forming an yearly pattern. September and October were the worst, then the late winter. I could anticipate the routine: a warning sensation in the morning, early pangs on the train, full-blown agony in class by 9.30am. In 2019, a GP eventually sent me to a specialist and I was diagnosed with cluster headache disorder.

This condition typically begin with severe discomfort behind one eye that lasts up to three hours.

About 1 in 1000 people are affected by the disorder, and men are more often diagnosed. Attacks typically start with sudden, excruciating pain focused on one eye that peaks within a short time and continues for up to three hours. Episodes come in clusters, daily or several times a day, and are associated with tearing eyes, drooping eyelids or facial perspiration. There exists an episodic type, which occurs in seasonal bouts; some patients have continuous cluster headaches, characterized by the lack of long pain-free periods.

What connects sufferers is the severity. One study rated the pain at 9.7 out of 10, more severe than broken bones or other conditions. Another discovered a significant percentage of cluster headache patients experienced thoughts of self-harm amid attacks; the number fell to 4% when they were not in pain.

One patient, in her seventies, a long-term sufferer from Pembrokeshire, isn't surprised. Her episodes started when she was a toddler. “I would hurl myself on the ground and hit my head. That was attributed to being spoiled,” she says. Her condition worsened through childhood. Drinking in her adolescence, similar to many causes, made things more intense. After having alcohol at her graduation party, she recalls barely being able to see on the transport home.

Her relatives often mistook her episodes as intoxicated behavior. Understanding eventually came from her father and then from her partner, her spouse. “I was very fortunate to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs took clerical work after moving, but often hid her illness. She was dismissed from one job, in part due to time off during attacks. Her breakthrough diagnosis came in 2002 at a national neurology center.

Still, the failure to plan daily activities around erratic attacks took its effect. She especially hated being unable to plan outings, being seen as unreliable as a co-worker, and even having to be cared for by her children during the paralysis caused by the worst episodes. “It steals from you of the small liberties we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She remembers winning tickets for a significant concert, only to have an attack inside a portable toilet.


Headaches have been described across history. “The first account of headache comes by way of the Mesopotamians in antiquity,” write experts in a publication on the topic. They linked the disease to an malevolent spirit who attacked his sufferers' heads.

Ancient medical records suggest bizarre treatments for what some observers would classify as a headache disorder. In the medieval times, migraine was identified as a distinct disorder, with treatments ranging from herbal concoctions to other, more folk cures.

It was a European doctor who provided the first comprehensive account of a cluster headache. In his writings, he speaks of a patient “afflicted with a very severe headache occurring and vanishing daily at fixed hours”.

The disorder were only officially recognised by global headache societies in the late 1980s. From the 1960s to the 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a problem with a key blood vessel that supplies blood to the head. Leading specialists in diagnosing the disorder explain this.

In 1998, scientists published the findings of a study for which they had induced cluster headaches in patients and monitored the episodes in a brain scanner. The results, featured in a major medical publication, showed increased activity of the hypothalamus, which is responsible for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in pain, and a reduction when they felt better.

Despite such advances, identification remains slow. One man's attacks began in the 1980s and felt like “a balloon being blown up behind my left eye”. Doctors thought he had a sinus issue; he underwent four surgeries before finally being correctly identified in recently, after a physician looked up his complaints.

Specialists say delays in diagnosing and managing occur because patients are rarely seen mid-attack. “You're exhausted and low, but not in severe pain,” one says. He works by eliminating other primary head pain conditions, such as tension-type headache, before diagnosing cluster headaches. A detailed history is essential: on which side do signs occur? For how long? What season? Are there triggers, such as alcohol? Specific characteristics such as tearing, sagging eyelids and stuffy nose help verify the diagnosis. Once diagnosed, patients may be sent to specialist clinics. But many first arrive to emergency rooms or are given inadequate treatments.

Dorothy Chapman, 78, has suffered from cluster headaches for most of her adult life, although she has been free from an attack since recent years. When she was in her 20s, she had her teeth extracted because dentists misunderstood her pain. She believes the dental profession still need much more education. When a sufferer sought help from a support group, it was she who responded. The author recalls calling a support line during an attack in early 2021; a calm advisor guided me through oxygen treatment and medication until the episode eased.

Official guidelines on treatment recommend that sufferers are offered high-dose oxygen and/or a anti-migraine medication delivered by nasal spray. No tablets or opioids should be used. Prophylactic options include verapamil, which reportedly soothes the bouts of some individuals.

But consultant specialists argue the official guidelines need revising to reflect a more defined treatment pathway and help general practitioners avoid misprescribing. For episodic patients, the treatment window is everything: “The length of the cycle determines the treatment.” Short cycles with infrequent attacks are managed with abortive treatment only. Longer or more severe bouts require preventives such as certain drugs, sometimes combined with corticosteroids. A significant number of patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a cycle – an injection into the area of the head where the discomfort is that reduces nerve signals.

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Dwayne Lynn
Dwayne Lynn

A UK-based tech journalist and digital strategist with over a decade of experience covering emerging technologies and consumer electronics.

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